i remember when my mom was living her last few days, she was rambling on and on about it and how nothing else even mattered ever, or at all, not even in the slightest of ways. at the time, i was annoyed. my ego self wanted her to be using up those final moments telling me how much she loved ME or what she hoped i’d be like in the future. ever since then though, my brain has worked hard to wake up to the simplicity of that most organic truth. she was obviously using some kind of access to another realm that helped her 😭*remember* the biggest mystery of all and she was relaying it to me the only way humans can express messages but it’s SOMUCHBIGGER than that. it always was and it always is gonna be. so i try to think of that every single day bc now i am blown away by how right she really was. it’s the point. the ENTIRE point. give your love like breath, pour it all over everything you do and everyone you feel a connection with and save some for all the rest if you can. use it, it’s called alchemy, infuse it in your work, your art, your children, and all your thoughts (especially the bad ones) because it’s the only thing on earth and in our lives that really matters. i swear this is so! sending big love on this dumb holiday with an honest truth hidden somewhere inside of it.